And Here I am ——— again!

Pardon my typo errors if there are any…

Found out again that my H contacted his AP 2 weeks ago —— because he was stressed!!!

I knew something was odd couple days ago and I have a gut feeling that he is into something again.

And then last night, yes! Last night! I was browsing his phone and BOOM!!! There is an unfamiliar # asking him to log in into some kind of messaging app that I don’t know even exists!

I tried to search the app and it I have to download it from his phone again.

And when I log in, there you have it! The only messages I retrieve was 2 days prior! Of course, they exchange ILY and IMY and that how can I forget you some type of BS!

After reading all the messages (I was literally shaking while reading), I couldn't control my temper, I slammed everything that I can see! I woke up my H and confronted him right there! Of course, initially, he denied it again. I showed him the messages and he admitted right away.

Saying that he was just lying to her, he just want someone to talk to because he was stressed. All this kind of BS!!!!

I wanted to confront the AP because clearly she still wants my H and she is trying to do everything again to stay in contact with him, knowing 100% that they are both married!

I fucking don't know anymore!

Yes, I did cry out of anger but I do not feel any pain in my heart. It was numb but again I am furious! Fuming! Like WTF? The moment I found out he dropped her again like a hot potato? I do feel sorry for the AP at one point but I asked myself WHY SHOULD I?

They are both in the wrong —- AGAIN! I will try to contact the AP’s spouse and see if he wanted to meet up this time!

I don’t know I might just be saying this out of anger! Gggrrrrr!!!!!!

I just need to vent out!!!!!!!! I need to let this frustation & anger out or I might be soon getting a heart attack!!!!!

Ugh!!! WHY?! WHY THE HELL MAN!!!!

5 comments posted: Saturday, January 25th, 2025